You meant you don't have sources. But that also means you are fine with her hanging out with those bunch of guys. The thing is - aren't you worried that two months might be a long time?
There is always a way, if you will try to find out, you'll see it through.
About the second part, when you meet for the one time, you'll have to come up something strong. Something so strong that it will represent your love for all this while and the future, and that can be only shown by effort. Put effort into making something that she can take with herself. For example- Put every word you have in your heart into letters, this way you get to tell her about your love more than anything and still don't create a scene when you meet. But it cannot be one letter, tell her that you wrote a letter everyday. Such gooey sticky stuff kills girls.
Frankly you don't even have to write those letters, pay someone to do that or just get your friends to write a letter for you. Just get a bunch so that it looks heavy and carry a sad face. Don't talk, just hand her the letters and walk away.
Of course she is going to read them.
